Sophomore year

Well it was an interesting one for sure. This past year was kind of a living hell for me. I kept having to go to the hospital for stress induced pains. My relationships with almost everyone around me suffered like there was no tomorrow. The year was long and difficult whenever I wasn't at school.
For starters i'll say this, I've always gone to school and liked it because of my friends but that changed this past year. I went and had fun mostly because of the kids in my classes rather then my friends which was a bit of a shock to me.
First semester got progressively worse once my bf and i broke up. I was miserable after that even though it was my own fault. I had a lot of fun with my child development class and art class. My art class always made me laugh and i had a lot of fun getting to do art again. But i did end up doing a lot of charcoal pictures of naked people. Things were really busy towards the holidays when we got a visit from Kibi. I wasn't quite strong enough to put some things behind me and so i only saw kibi twice. I made a lot of important decisions during this time.
Now there was sort of a time in between the two semesters where i put events that i don't think belong completely the either. They are mostly the Chicago trip for band and AMKE. Chicago was such an interesting experience. It was a band/orchestra trip and i roomed with Yukihime, Eliza and an uperclassmen from the saxophone family. During the trip i bonded with Eliza and a lot of different people in our class. We saw an Opera, the hard rock cafe, and the Hancock building the first day and were supper exhausted by the end. Saturday we did the shed/field museums and were ready to pass out by the time we got to Navy Pier. After Navy Pier we got to see the Blue Man Group and dear god we spent the entire time laugh our asses off. Now AMKE was a whole other fun event. We had like 8 people in the room and so much bonding. I met some really awesome people and reconnected with others. Now in between those two events something happened that made second semester better. I got back together with my bf. It made me very happy since by then I really missed him.
Second semester was kind of a whirl wind of different stuff. I got Emma in my English class which made those days very fun. I also got a really awesome group of people in Outdoor pursuits. They were mostly my band geek buddies and a few upperclassmen. We had a ton of fun with the class. In band, me and 2 other girls in my section decided to do solo and ensemble. We did a song called weigenlied and it was a pretty nerve wrecking experience for us. But it felt really good to finally do something like that. I really improved in my playing. I also got my very own saxophone, Pudding the 3rd. Second semester was a lot nicer in my opinion since i wasn't so sad or depressed.
But... there's always a but. My grandmother became very sick and died in the spring. She died the last day before i left houston. It was very sad and heartbreaking for me to see my aunts and cousins after she passed. Next summer or the summer after that i really want to go visit my grandma and grandpas graves. Then i came back to Middleton and our concert was coming up really fast and of course life wasn't done screwing me over. I came back to the news that my band teacher is leaving for a different teaching job. Our last concert was so sad. I wanted to cry so many times. We not only said goodbye to our teacher whom has helped us so much to grow as players but to our upperclassmen who guided a lot of us. Next year when we say goodbye to the class of 2013 i'll probably be sobbing. I'll miss them so much.
So over all I learned a lot this year and I grew a lot too. I was put in many different often life altering situations and sure it was hell but i wouldn't be able to keep growing if it wasn't for them.

Talk 14, finals, summer, cats, and my birthday.

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i passed all of my finals mostly, well i got passing grades. 
S.S.- was my first, we had to dress up, i didn't have dressy clothes that were also weather friendly. It went well but we ran pretty close on time because people read word for word these long ass sentences. 
Math- was pretty painless, it happened then Quince and i played with my ipod and listened to music on his phone. 
6th- was our lunch period so we skipped out and had a failed photoshoot. 
Gym- we played with a vollyeball and got to skip out early.
English- i watched a movie, everyone else ignored it or had to be out of the room for their final.
French- It was painful!!!! But i did ok on it. 
Band- My partner and i played our duets ahead of time and just watched the others. 
Bio- was nice, i tried my best but didn't do as well as i hoped, my teachers little kid was in the room and he's so cute ^///^, didn't get to take out monty because he hasn't been fed and i wasn't going to take that risk.
And thats my finals re-capped. 
Those days were kinda rainy and humid, just how i love it :p. We went to Noah's Arc the next day and it was so fucking cold, Dora kept asking if we still really, really, really wanted to go. This is what was commonly said "We're from Wisconsin, we can take it!" I was about to kick a puppy. But sometimes i've noticed that i don't have fun on the gs trips to water parks so i tried my best to have fun this time. We got wet suits and went for it! We actually had fun, we didn't have to wait in long lines and the water was heated so it ended up being we wanted to be in the water rather then out of it. 


Now short little blurb about Nico, she's awkward, she's like a flippers in cat version. Then i've been having bad dreams about Hobbes hating and not wanting to be with me, its really starting to bother me. 


Now on to my birthday shit. Well i'm stressed and haven't slept in a few days finishing all sorts of shit, i have to go practice the surprise dance today at 12, fun, but at least i got it down! Both of them! The invitations, dress, and sort of the doll and the pillow are all taken care of, all thats left is the cups(almost done) and the bottles(easier then the cups but getting there too).


Geek.kon with be in another post. 

talk #13 days blurring

So my freshman year is almost over and done with. I've just had my first communion and it went better then expected. It was kinda fun, i had a ton of food, i got a lot of really nice presents. And now things will go back up hill until my birthday party. Fun. 
Either ways i haven't had much of a want to write anything on here in a while, sorry. I always get like this. This is why i can't keep a steady journal, this i can sort of honestly say is a good sort of alternative. Either ways again, i haven't had much time or want to write, draw, edit or make anything. Just sleep, which isn't much of an option with finals closing in on me, T_T.... i so need to push for extra credit and check my grades since i slacked a little and got lower grades then i wanted now i'm scrambaling for either extra credit or to just do well. 
Mom's already started in on my birthday crap, my dress is comming at the end of the month. My whole familys coming up for it as well. My friends meet Diego and i don't think i'll ever fully hear the end of it. hehe on an other note i got a new cat. Her name is Nicky but i call her Nico. She's a smallish black cat who likes inclosed dark areas, she's living in my closet, i found her in a drawer, and she's super antisocial except at night when she comes out to attention whore.
Today i skipped out on school, on account of my cold, aunt, lack of sleep, eye appointment and over all me not wanting to go. Some good news, my vision hasn't gotten worse, bad news contacts are gonna be shit expensive T_T sad face. I'm gonna go with my mom to drop off my tia Liz in Milwuakee later today. We had all sorts of issues with her luggage and she was bringing my candle, oh well we dealt. 
So this is the time of year where days begin to blur together and i can no longer tell them apart, that sometimes scares me even if i don't like to admit it. A nice break from all that is is always nice, i saw the King and I and could not stop laughing for the life of me. Geek.kon is also comming into view and with that comes all sorts of different head aches and i've got to work my ass of this summer and i've got to do it fast!
p.s. remember- Hank fan club, its a work in progress and it'll happen!!!!!!! ttyl, if i remember <3

talk #12 to recap all the shit thats been going down in this state.

Ok so ya we made history when this whole thing started, and the bill got passed a few days ago and today Madison is hosting an un-imaginable amount of protesters! Things are insane everywhere, things only got worse with news from Japan. I'm very lucky yet un-lucky to live where i do.


Here is what i posted on DA the day before i left for AMKE


Well at least the Capital of Wisconsin is basicaly on strike, protesting the new Bill the states trying to pass to take away the Unions rights and to take away from our education. Not to mention the state employies, which make up most of madison and its suburbs, hence why i'm posting this. 
Teachers, students, and state workers(including my mom) our out on this gloomy, dark, wet day protesting. I'm sitting at home because i woke up this morning to a call from the school district saying i have no school today then went back to bed. Things are in chaos right now and so i'm posting this. Its all so insane i just can't believe its happening. Its going to affect me in almost every way, considering i go to a school in a suburb of Madison, and its one of, if not the best, in the whole state. Then there's my mom's job. She works for the state and we honestly can't afford to lose any more money considering my brothers in law school. Trust me her job from the state is the best thing to have ever happened to us, if it weren't for my brothers law school expenses my mom could just have one job and life would be better for us and my brother...... gosh why am i ranting like this.

To be honest the whole thing is just upsetting.



I'm lucky i was able to escape to Milwaukee then i saw from one of Sooya's fb post that it wasn't any better there.


Last sunday i believe i got to go to the capital and i even got to go inside for a little bit. To be honest it just made me want to cry. The moment most people have of understanding and sort of a breaking point for me was when i saw that guy get up onto the pillar thing and bash away at the snare drum to help the chants keep a beat. 

Talk #11 in review of AMKE

So, gosh am i about to pass out. I've got about a million things running like crazy in mind, S.R.P., cosplays, school, my birthday, Coffin Kissers, and about a million other things. Either way when i'm not insanely tired i'll post a real update. 
So i wrote that a day or two ago, here's the re-cap i posted on DA of AMKE




 Ok i'm now back from AMKE, and i'm sick, i guess being around sick people all weekend will do that to you. 
Here’s the video version in case you don’t want to read this whole thing through.

Ok's so thursday and friday i ended up having no school and Thursday i worked away at Sanatales Zatsune costume and wig. On friday i had an early start and headed off to the school to pick up Sanatales coat and made sure we had directions on how to get to Milwaukee and made sure to drop Sanatales off with a friend so he could teach her how to tie a tie. Then she came to my house and we got into our Ritsuka and Seimei loveless cosplays and hung out and relaxed until 12 when Yukihime picked her up. I waited around until about 2 then headed off to pick up diva and we both headed off to Cree's house. We left later then Yukihime and the people who rode up with her since Ash had to babysit her brothers until 3.

We were on the rode by 3:10 which is really good for us. We watched Alladin and the king of theives on the way up. We only stopped once and got there at exactly 5. After we had some issues getting into the elevator and finally we dumped everything in the room, got Diva into her Italy wig and we were off to the con. 
Right off the bat i heard someone screaming my name i turn around to see my friend Mina running at me, after she walks away i turn around to find my friend Ryan, i turn around once again to find my friend Dustin in drag. BEST GREETTING EVER! I got my badge and wandered around for a while, saw stuff and played tetris. Got stuff kind of unpacked and I helped Yukihime change. Cree and I looked around for a location to do the photoshoot and we decided to just do it in the Sky walk. We did Diva, Sanatales, and my photo shoots and then we went back to our room to get Sanatales changed and I got out of my cosplay and we headed out again to the vocaloid photoshoot. We got stuck in the elevators cause some idiot pushed all of the buttons so we had to go all the way up to the 18th floor, then we realized it was a straight drop from the 18th floor the 2nd floor and we scrambled to press other buttons. Finally we got to the photo shoot and Yukihime was a no show for a good chunk of it so we did a small photo shoot for Sanatales. And my camera Basil decided that he didn’t like the lighting in the sky walk and was one heck of a female dog throughout the entire thing. But hey, Basil had a few moments. We met up with some old friends after Yukihime got there and Cree, Sanatales, Coco, Ash and I all headed back to our rooms to just pass out since most of them were sick. We had a lot of ramen noodles and chips and watched a documentery on Morgan Freemen and then Sanatales and I fell asleep after Diva came back.

The next day our alarms went off at around 7:30 and I got up and got mostly ready to go for the day so that I could help everyone else with their cosplay. Soon after diva got up and she and Sanatales had breakfast. I got into binding and helped Sanatales into her Zatsune costume and once we were dressed I did Sanatales makeup and she did a little bit of my Lambo makeup and then we spent the rest of the time getting Diva into her Rip Van Winkle cosplay and dear god was her wig a female dog. Finally we were all dressed and just headed out. We wandered around and played a lot of ddr and stuff. Then around 11 we went up to the Polaris room where the maid café was and we had the best cake ever! But it was short lived since we had to go back to the room and finish packing and put everything in the car we had come up in. After that I did Coco’s Chii photoshoot, and Basil pulled through for me and took the most amazing pictures ever! We spent a long time in line to have to Enthusiast take our pictures, but it was fun we met some really nice people in line. Once everyone had their pictures taken we watched a Pokemon movie and just went around saying bye to people and spending the last of our money. We left around 6 on Saturday night since there was an ice storm on the way and we stopped at Mcdonalds on the way home, and god was it funny. I tried to dive from the back seat of the van to the middle part and got stuck, I took my binding off in front of a lot of people, Cree also tried to get me to order her a Cheese Burger, but without the burger part, no words could begin to describe how hard I laughed, and we influenced a bunch of little kids. Safe to say Anime Milwaukee was amazing!!!!

Talk #9 Christmas and all its magic

Well christmas went off pretty well this year. I spent most of it at home, but i had to go to my grandmothers house around 12 on christmas eve. The weekend before christmas S.R.P. had there first christmas thing.

For Christmas i got a new pair of pj's, a how the grinch stole christmas shirt and pants, $20, a new camera(thats epic), a new pair of converse(^^), and a greenday shirt. I think this years haul was pretty good actually, and a little before christmas i got a harajuku lovers bag from Plato's closet. Tis amazing, i'm gonna take it up to A.M.K.E. with me since it can fit a whole lot of stuff in it, i learned this during the christmas thing.

Hime, Diva and I had our concert in December, it went really well! Nick didn't fall(inside joke). We played Linden Lea, All in a garden green(we were actually the first people in the world to play this), Tales of Sea and Sale, How the Grinch Stole Christmas, and Albainian Dance.
 Ok now watch the video!

Talk #4 about a kon get together

My oh my, how time flies. Dear god I'm about to crash, and never wake up. School has bee way too long. 


Went to the doctors. I now have to go see a dermatologist, a physical therapist, and the fitness clinic so they can test me for diabetes. As R.B. has pointed out before, i am a mess. 


I can't seem to practice my Saxophone, which is stressing me out way more then playing it T-T.


Today we had a Kon get together. R.B. and i went all the way to German Town to get our friend Jena. Like 4 hrs. in a car. No as fun as you'd think. I was also very much sexually harassed by everyone. I'm also re-thinking my feelings towards a certain someone. I don't have any expectations of them, so ya..... i don't think i should give it much thought. Either way today was a lot of fun. Got some of it on tape, might upload it tomorrow. Ummmmm what else.....? Oh had diner at Diva's house. Most les thing i will ever say or think, Diva makes a good pillow. 

Talk #3 about G.N.F.

Good Neighbour Fest. Ended yesterday, had a nice time cosplaying. Friday was International cosplay day. I cosplayed C.C., Diva did L, Kibi, was suppost to do Tobi, but the Tobi wig was being used she used my Sasori wig, and R.B. did Near. It was a ton of fun. Then on Saturday Diva, Kibi and i did our Akatsuki cosplays. Dear God was that a nightmere!!!!! I really dislike a lot of people in middleton now. I also had a great time working, watching Nerds Plugged In, And seeing Hank and Alex, dear God they need to stop growing. Right now i'm working on Ritsu.

Because my mom is slightly retarded we have no internet connection until the 9th....... T_T. So for now i'll be posting via my phone and if i can get to a computer, then ya.

In reality i'm editeding this at the library, i finished ritsu about an hour ago, i just need to add velcro. 

Geek.kon is just about 5 days away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i start school the day after tomorrow!!!!

Talk #2 (About Hime)

Emmie and i went to our school to give something to Diva and rosie, when we left we ran through this gym. We were laughing and just running, it was amazing, just this amazing feeling, i just can't discribe, its like one of those scenes in a movie where there having flash backs from when they were children, and its all warm looking and nice and everything.  Then the band was practicing, and they sounded amazing!!! I really do love this new memory, i'm going to treasure it forever. 

Talk #1

So, finished my Hinata coat after about 4hrs total unstitching it, lol. Worrying about life and Kibi, and watching "The fast and furious, Tokyo Drift."


Btw since i can now send post as text messages from my phone, there's going to be a lot more post..... ^_^